So much of this world loops in this big circle we labeled as life. It is true history repeats
itself and it has been said by many great people. Now our existance may not repeat itself.
Slowly the world is comming to an end and all lifespan is on a track to blindness. While the
great grow wiser, the ignorant lose focus. It is still seen how many generations are still in the circle but, how many people
are pressed in this lifespan.
Through my lifetime so far I have learned a great deal and have been given a gift I have never
regreted. I have seen things from the darkest, most shallow of minds to the twist manipulators put on words. Everything from
the attatchment of life to the sorrow of death. the meaningfullness of thoughts that circulate through the mind to the meaninglessness
of words. The Presesce of the past in our present to the scrambled future.
I am very greatful for every lesson taught to me, every vision I have been shown and every conflict
I had to endure. I am greatful for the man that has been created and the life I am to live. It was all shown to me, a broken
soul. A problem I am forced to go through but, I have grown to accept it and push harder.
The visions shown have all seem to take their place and everyday now, I know what i need to
do. Destiny always plays its part and I have learned to let it go because everything will take its' part and end up right.
It should scare me. The path shown to me should petrify my every thought but, the things I have
seen in the meantime have given me the happiness and satisfaction to enjoy it all. I have learned that the lack of time I
have left has enabled me to learn more expeditiously and gain the knowledge i yearn for. Truthfully, it has all worked out
and I have been given a gift to realize the importance of the smallest things in life. For this I can proudly say, if I died
today, I would die a happy man. I have no regrets, even my biggest mistakes have taught me many great things. therefore, I
am greatful of them. I am greatful of all my personal influences of all different signs for teaching me the importance of
understanding. I am greatful for the woman that understands me the most and for her giving me hope when I needed it most.
My only fear is that I will not be capable of sharing my experiences and knowledge with my fellow
people. I do not see that lasting, it is just a fear.
Thank You,
Thank
you for letting me live.
