I predicted my silence, my actions and my mindstate. Later (years) it brings extreme happiness to my mind, reading the very actions and consequences I have predicted.

     What makes it so obsurd and unknown is that I have completely forgoten about it. It is not like I have written about it and then acted towards my writings to trick you. No, I am not nor every has been that shallow. I saw that I predicted my silence and almost everything that I have gone through. It was all written down in the past. Everything besides my month of being comatose.

     The main reason I think that I did not see the month of being comatose early is because it was a life changing event. God knew that if I predicted it then I would have never gone to the beach nor, have done the very actions that happened afterwards. (Will not elaborate on those either.) None of the actions would have been taken place and I would be the same person that I was then. My own mother told me that if I was, she would have to visit me in the cemetary or the penetentiary. So I am glad that everything happened to me the way that it did. Today is a brand new era. I believe today marks the new day of you and then the last days of me.

     Yes, from today my words will be much less complex. For two reasons only. One, my brain was deeply affected. Which was a good and bad situation. Good because it shows the end of my depression which seemed to be everlasting. Bad because I loved that way of writing and it all ended. Two, it made my writings easier to read for the majority of the audience.