Imagine if you will, you are a junior in high school. So far life is great. You are happy about yourself, you have no enemies and you grades are excellent. You think everything is perfect in you perfect world, even though in reality on the other side of town, nine people were killed in a terrorist bombing. You act like you care even though in a few minutes you will start joking about it because no one you knew was there.

     Tomorrow, a new kid comes to your school. You and him get in a conversation  after classes. He seems to think he knows a lot about people, the way they act and think. You become very convinced that people do not act as rude or as ignorant as he speaks. You cuss him out and throw him oround a little bit offended by his words. Unknowingly that u just Justified all the words he just spoke to you about mankind.

     To hide from all of the words he has just said , you shrug it off. Then rpoceed to pick on some of the people that you and your friends labeled as "dorks" or "losers."

     A few weeks later you see the new kid talking to your girlfriend. Quickly withough time to think you approach him rapidly. Not even thinking that he was just asking where room 313 is. You beat him up even worse than the first time. Just not stopping because of your adrenaline, heart beat and feelings. It is too late now, Your girlfriend flips out and breaks up with you.

     Friday night you decide to goto a big party with a bunch of friends. A few hours ionto the night, the new kid approaches you to appologize. Only for you to not care and shut him down.

     You start drinking and having a good time you think. you get very drunk, spit your "game" at some girl you care nothing about. You finally get her taking off her panties begging for sex. You dont really take the precautions because you are so drunk and you go on with it.

     After that you go outside for a ciggarette you thought you would enjoy. The next thing you know you have six people comming up to you and they all want to jump you because of what you have done to the new kid. He has gotten sick of your hospitality and decided to turn the tables. As you lay on the ground bruised and bleeding, everyone is laughing at you. You finally realize how humilating it was when you did it to him.

     Monday morning you go to school, still depressed from Friday night. Your best friend tries to confort you but has done nothing but pushed the wrong buttons so he gets his face pushed in backwards.

     Later that week a few of the "losers" you used to make fun of sot up the school, killing 37 people, including your ex-best friend. Now you feel even worse because you never get a chance to appologize to him or say any of the things you wanted to say to him.

     Lately you have became severely depressed, blaming youself for everything that has happened. No one talks to you anymore because they think you hate them.

     The new kid grew up to be the leader of a revolution towards a new way of life and became extremely sucessful. The girl you hooked up with at the party died from the same STDs she gave to you. For that past five years you have been drowning in your own sorrow because you have lost the life that was so great to you and that you were so attatched to. Through your depression you have realized where you realized where you went wrong. It is too late though and no one listens to you because of your past. Also because they are the same way you used to be, ignorant.

 

     You see, there is so much more to life than you may think. Many peeople go through life blinded by their own happiness and lack of reponsible. I used to do the same thing. We see or feel our material and mental possessions are permanent and then when we loose them it just makes it harder to live without them and we regret the things we never got to do.

     People spend their whole lives living happily through moral which they justify personal but, it does not matter how you justify it. If it is wrong, you will be judged and karma gets the best of all of us. You can and never will know anything until it happens to you as well.

     You are judged no matter what you do. Life the new kid was judged for being knowledgeable to trying to make a change. people are judged for their color of skin or renge of skills.

     I am trying to change all of it and hopefully you see the spot i am going through now.